IT DOESN'T COME NATURALLY

This adorable pic made me LMAO.



It also got me thinking.........



If GOD intended women to submit to our husbands, why doesn't it come naturally?



I mean, he intended for us to eat to nourish the body......and that comes naturally.



He intended us to sleep to rest our minds.....and that comes naturally.



So you would think that being submissive would come naturally......because it can heal the soul of a woman.



Because it can make us feel safe, and protected, and bring out that feminine side of us that we need to feel.



It feels very natural when I submit to my husband.



But it's difficult to make myself submit to my husband.



It doesn't come naturally.



I wasn't programmed from birth to be strong and independent.




The life I've lived has forced me to be strong and independent.




 I want so badly to be submissive to my husband in every way and in every area of our life together.




It is a daily struggle to wake up being in control of everything and then automatically hand it to my husband when he walks through the door at night.



It's like a Dr.Jeckle / Mr. Hyde situation daily.



We have to be two different people every day, and then be able swap those two personalities on a moments notice.



Geez.....all that personality changing could make a girl Bipolar.....(yes, it's ok to laugh).




Life would be easier if it were an episode of  Leave it to Beaver or the Brady Bunch.......... where my husband worked bankers hours, and could just swoop in at a moments notice and handle all the stressful stuff with kids...... and schools...... and the plumber...... and the cable guy..... and the neighbors and their dogs that run loose and tear up our trash every Wednesday................




But sadly, that's not reality.



So I will continue to be tough and wear my big girl panties when he's gone, and then quickly slip them off right before he comes home..........



Hmmm........maybe that's why God gave husbands such big strong hands??


~PRINCESS XOXO