Monday, October 24, 2011
TODAY IS NO PANTY DAY. DRESS ACCORDINGLY
So, I'm coming up on three (3!) weeks with no smoking.
It is getting easier every day......
I rarely even crave them anymore.
Only in severe times of stress.....and even those are becoming less frequent.
I can't really say that I notice any real changes since I stopped smoking....except that I have become super sensitive to the smell of smoke now.
I don't like it.
I love it when I shake my hair around I can smell shampoo instead of smoke.
So anyway, if you have read my "follow up to spanking away the addiction" post, you already know that I broke quite a few of my rules the second week of not smoking because my hubby wasn't around much that week to help me out.
I know I was wrong......
In the ones I purposely broke anyway.
But, to tell you the truth, I would break them 10 times over again if it kept me from smoking.
But I also knew D day would come. Or would that be DD day??
I guess that day has come, because I woke up to this text from my hubby this morning:
"Today is no panty day. Dress accordingly."
Well good morning to you too! Geez.
I know what that means. It means he wants me to know at the start of the day, that I'm in trouble.
And that every time I notice or remember that I'm not wearing any, I will think of him.........the rules he makes.........the rules I broke............and that I'm in trouble when he gets home tonight.
Now, please bow your heads in prayer for me...................
No, seriously.... My hubby is a very fair man.
He knows how hard this has been on me.
He's very proud of me.
But I also knows he takes his duty of HOH seriously.
So tonight....princess pays the price.........
But just to be on the safe side...anybody want to start a "Pray For Princess" petition???